Thursday, September 26, 2013

Whirl Wind



Your world went from riding the horse on the carousel to your back up against the walls of the Gravatron, faster and faster your world seemingly spiraling out of control.   Then you see the red button in the center you struggle to get to it and hit slowly the world stops spinning.  Now you stand in the middle looking at 3 exits which one are you going to take each one holds a different road?
The door you really want is not an option that shipped sail over 5 years ago, another you can take isn’t in your best interest, which leaves 2 now the question is which one is more financial sense?  That is just the financial doors not even the medical ones which are way more grim.

Funny how it takes poison and some drug called Leflumodie is now waiting in the wings in case round 2 of methotraxte doesn’t go well, as in if I get the Rash again metho is doneso……..Just a little info apparently leflunomide,  has a half-life of 2 years, meaning in order to get it out of your body you got to take another set of drugs to flush it out of your system before going you can start another drug…..which by the way they have no clue what drug that will be….on top of that the Leflumodie has yet to be approved by the oncologist.

As usually they can’t figure out the swelling in my hands or why I can’t make a fist with my left hand, apparently the swelling isn’t normal and apparently not sponge like it is supposed to be?  Great like usual I don’t follow the correct protocol of symptoms nor due the drugs work like they are suppose too………..ugh At least this could have an ending like a freaking Marvel movie and I can become a super hero that can fly and lift heavy objects, really is that too much to ask for?

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