Thursday, May 7, 2015

Frustration...Can't have one with the other


So many medications that can have adverse effects and a cocktail that hasn't been used before.  After negotiation at the end of last year I was able to get a month Predisone out of the doctor, and Predisone eye drops in an attempt to get the inflammation under control.   It got body wide inflammation under contol, gave me a little more energy but didn't help the light sensitivity in the eyes.  It wasn't till the eye doctor decided to think outside the box and put me on Monocycline, and BAM I could go outside, turn the lights on without pain it also cleared up the eczema and dermatitis.  This allowed me to be able to walk around the woods in the shade since my skin is light sensitivity due to the disease as well as the medication.

But the Monocycline doesn't help with the inflammation, itching, extreme fatigue and the neck glands swelling.  A week ago I started to have another bad flare up, my cat was sticking close by, glands started to swell, intense fatigue, waking up like I went 12 rounds with Mayweather, and itching like I rolled around in the poison Ivy.   Luckily I was able to get in touch with my doctors and get some Predisone, which meant that I can't my Monocycline which means...........ugh my eyes are starting to hurt.

So frustrating cause I Can't have one with the other....Later this month I get to meet with someone that specializes in Fibromyalgia, lets see what there opinion on the situation.  More than likely it will be some other medication, cause every freaking specialist recommends a different med Digestive, Neurology, Rhematualogy, ENT, Dermatology....problem is most of the drugs they suggest can't not be mixed...ugh

It is frustrating since we are having to do a balance act on a high wire with no new over the Grand Canyon.  Sjogren's is a royal pain the rear and is exasperated/complicated by the lasting side effects and changes caused by the Aggressive Treatment from countless surgeries, chemo and radiation.  Don't judge a book comes to mind, the jacket cover may be new (young) but the pages are old and frail.   Chemo ages the body internal and is more than likely what triggered the Sjogren's which is usually diagnosed in woman AFTER menopause.  When you are subjected to Chemo it puts you into menopause that may or may not be permanent.  For my case it wasn't permanent, but the damage had been done my immune system began systematical attacking my body.

Though looking back thru my childhood, school, college, and summer camp there were signs of the Sjogren's, I have surmised I am allergic to city life.  Moving back to Small Town USA to our family land which way back in the day was a farm surrounded by trees fixed my sinus.  I thought it was Pollen but all the sinus draining and pressure disappeared the farther away from the capital I went.  What is even crazier is it instantly returns once I get close to the Triangle, hmmm wonder if the Triangle is like the Bermuda Triangle shit goes hay wire once you get in it...lol...

Still have to figure out to pay for much needed dental work, since I currently don't have dental insurance like it really does any good the bill is going to be astronomical since I have to get a specialist.  Also got to find some discounts for my prescriptions so I can get all of the them instead of picking and choosing especially the items for my skin and eyes which is expensive.