Time Flies

Sometimes denial is bliss when your reality is a daily fight to make it not only to the next day but to the next birthday. But sometimes your brain likes thinks you can do more than your body can take. We will see if two more specialist and a long weekend will allow the body to recover. Looking back at the beginning for the mind working during Chemo but not so much for the body, the 2nd time around with chemo I took the day off, but I probably should have taken more, oh well, no time to dwell on the past. Hoping to clear up the brain fog, sleeping issue, digestive issue, and battling Scananxiety which seems to start earlier the longer I go NED (for non cancer peps it means No Evidence of Disease). Not a bad run I must say considering that in the beginning I wasn't expected to make it 6 months yet here I am 4 years later, while those I have meet on the journey many dx after me have passed on. As the months pass the medical bills stack higher and the monthly prescriptions climb with each visit to the hill. Luckily Summer is right around the corner.